Today is a monumental day for me. Today was the day that I told him how I felt.

It has been bothering me for weeks. I tried to get over it. Iv had to get over many things before so I didn’t think it would be a big deal. I know that I have high standards and I know someone will try and try until I am theirs so I don’t settle but I couldn’t get over this one. So today I met him in front of a house and was shaking and teary and told him that I liked him, that I never liked anyone like I like him. I have never liked anyone like that because no body is like that. Then he kissed me and told me he liked me too.

I feel fabulous that I got this off my chest. I felt myself being bitchy and angry for the last couple weeks and I hated it. I feel great that I can finally move on and be myself! He is leaving town for good tomorrow and out of my life but I had to tell him because keeping it inside was driving me crazy. April 3, 2011- wholly shit.